scary number 5
2006
When the number start counting. I found scary number 5 in me. Yup.. i’m getting older this year. 25. Sound scary for a few gal, inc’l me. I’m standing in front of the ‘Quarter life fear’ gate. Should I get in. Or should i get out. Do i have any ticket for rolling and playing inside?
So, the hell with all of that. All i know, i MUST enter the gate with or without a ticket to go. I should find my own way to get there. I should run for any chances in front of me. I should catch any opportunities that given to me.
Hopefully, I’m not too late, to realize that i’m now ready, willing and able to take any risk that may happen caused by my own choices living life.
{renungan suatu malam, ditemani harum melati dari batangan aromatheraphy bakar serta Time-nya Sarah Mclachlan dari wadah bundar perak atas nama teknologi}
Time, by Sarah McLachlan
Time here / All but means nothing just shadows that move cross the wall / They keep me company but they dont ask of me / They dont say nothing at all / I need just a little more silence, / I need just a little more time / You send your thieves to me / silently stalking me dragging me into your war / Would you give me no choice in this / I know you cant resist trying to re-open a sore / So leave me be, / I dont want to argue / I just get confused and I come all undone / If I agree well its just to appease you cause I dont remember what were fighting for
You see love a tight thorny thread that you spin in a circle of gold / To have me to hold me / A token for all to see captured to be yours alone / I need just a little more silence yeah / I need just a little more time / For courage to pull away / There will be hell to pay deeper you cut to the bone /
Time here all but means nothing just shadows that move cross the walls / They keep me company but they dont ask of me they dont say nothing at all
